The ER was filled with Jeremy's friends they were all there wanting Jeremy to be okay . I was so Blessed to have them with us supporting us they were like my own children .
It was so hard to see all those faces in disbelief that their friend was gone that they would not be able to have him in their lives . I was doing my best to comfort them as well as holding it together myself . God in His Infinite Wisdom is holding me up and giving me so much strength .
Now it was time to go in and say goodbye to my precious son who was on his way back Home xXx
I am driving to my Mother's house in just plain shock like the world is turning but I am not really in it . Part of me is gone with Jeremy never to return .
We are knocking at Mom's door and I can see them Mom & Dad in the window smiling ~ How can I tell them their grandson is gone ? Dear God give me the words to say to them ~
Dad said what is going on ? How can I tell them my baby boy is gone ?
Mom & Dad you better sit down I have some sad news to tell you . Jeremy was in an accident and he didn't make it . The boy who Loved life Loved his Family and Friends was gone . He was an Angel loaned to me and brought me so much Joy how could he in just those minutes be gone ?
Mom & Dad are both in denial . I feel their pain and their numbness but I can hardly feel me .
I have to go home I have so many things I have to think about so many arrangements to make .The drive back home was endless I am exhausted but I cannot sleep so much to think about . I have to call my son .
God wrap me in your Loving Arms and hold me close I need you .
The next days were like a Bad Dream that I could not wake up in I just floated through them I guess . There were so many many people and so many friends . Their Amazing Love was incredible they were Angels .They all Loved Jeremy he was a wonderful friend a wonderful son who always found the best in everyone . I can feel him all around me I know he is here watching it all taking it all in and worrying about his Family and Friends .
The months that followed were incredible ..... To Be Continued
WOW!!! Brenda I just recieved the email from glog, and immediatly came to check your blog, I am SO PROUD OF Sister, and so so happy to see you strated your own BLOG.. I read what you wrote here, you touched my heart deeply.... I will always check your blog...
ReplyDeleteI love you Sister so so so so MUCH!!!!
keep it up!!!
Thank you sister of my heart :) I am just taking a leap of Faith and Flowing with the Divine Flow :) You give me inspiration and I thank you I Love you so much :)
ReplyDeleteWOW! I am speechless. I saw this on Glog and I come over to check your Blog out. Your story about your son, your experience, just touched my heart. The love your shared with your son will always be there. Love lives on forever, it never dies. Thank you for sharing. Maria
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ReplyDeleteHi Brenda, Congatulations on your blog! It looks great, feels great and inspires from the word go. I know it will offer you the field you need and deserve to fully express yourself, in depth, from the heart. Brenda, your post about the day you lost your son, Jeremy, deeply moves me. To share this with us is wonderful and courageous. Thank you. Good luck and keep it up-- for you, for us readers, including all the silent readers who you may never know of, but whose hearts and minds you will touch and inspire. Bless you, xx love, Saras M.
ReplyDeleteHey Mom!! What a BEAUTIFUL site!! I am so happy & proud of you. What an amazing woman you are! :D Thank you for sharing your pain with the rest of us so that we can send you Love's Healing Rays :D
ReplyDeleteHey Thank you daughter :) I am so Happy to share and hope it helps someone else . I have had the little nudges to do this for awhile so finally got my courage up to take the Leap of Faith . Thank you for being here it means so much .
ReplyDeleteThank you sisters of my heart I am so Blessed to have your Amazing Friendship and hold my hand as I take this Leap of Faith . I cannot believe how Blessed I am and you all inspired me to do this :) I Love you all so very much !! You Rock My World :)xXx
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