The Day My Life Changed Forever Cont 'd

The ER was filled with Jeremy's friends they were all there wanting Jeremy to be okay . I was so Blessed to have them with us supporting us they were like my own children .

It was so hard to see all those faces in disbelief that their friend was gone that they would not be able to have him in their lives . I was doing my best to comfort them as well as holding it together myself . God in His  Infinite Wisdom is holding me up and giving  me so much strength .

Now it was time to go in and say goodbye to my precious son who was on his way back Home  xXx 

I am driving to my Mother's house in just plain shock like the world is turning but I am not really in it . Part of me is gone with Jeremy never to return .

We are knocking at Mom's door and I can see them Mom & Dad in the window smiling ~ How can I tell them their grandson is gone ? Dear God give me the words to say to them ~

Dad said what is going on ?  How can I tell them my baby boy is gone ?

Mom & Dad you better sit down I have some sad news to tell you . Jeremy was in an accident and he didn't make it . The boy who Loved life Loved his Family and Friends was gone . He was an Angel loaned to me and brought me so much Joy how could he in just those minutes be gone ?

Mom & Dad are both in denial . I feel their pain and their numbness but I can hardly feel me .


I have to go home I have so many things I have to think about so many arrangements to make .The drive back home was endless I am exhausted but I cannot sleep so much to think about . I have to call my son .

God wrap me in your Loving Arms and hold me close I need you .

The next days were like a Bad Dream that I could not wake up in I just floated through them I guess . There were so many many people  and so many friends . Their Amazing Love was incredible they were Angels .They all Loved Jeremy he was a wonderful friend a wonderful son who always found the best in everyone . I can feel him all around me I know he is here watching it all taking it all in and worrying about his Family and Friends .

The months that followed were incredible .....  To Be Continued